Beach bum blue

And I'm back.

Still angry. Still sad.
But hooked on a different rhythm.

Drowning in self pity and wishing for something different.
I won't ever tell you but I'm not happy.
I can't even smile. How...

I just want to relive it all. Never be adopted. Not be native.
Have ambition. Confidence. Motivation to be what you wanted.

It's incredibly difficult to forget and I'm sorry.
So sorry.