Frozen

I don't know what it is about this boy,
but every time I think of him,
I close my eyes,
and wish for rain.

Can you stop talking?
I need to drown in this song,
just for a few minutes.

He keeps me spinning on this wheel of emotion,
my heart goes from hot to cold,
and all I really want is for somebody to hurt with me,
or to take away my hurt, just for a second.
Every time he says my name,
All I can think of is how much I need somebody.

In the night, I can think.
This is where
I find all the endings to my beginnings.